Is it worth it?

It amazes me, the things that we lose the victory over! Stupid stuff, that in the end won't matter. People please keep things in perspective, the day we are on our death bed, we will wish we spent our time wisely! Loving our loved ones, laughing with them, listening to what matters to them. Caring for them the way we want to be cared for! It is a time investment! What matters most? What do we neglect in order to get what we want? Do we neglect our kids to cooking or cleaning, neglect our husbands because we are busy reading or watching a move?  In the end will it be worth it? Really- worth it? When I die I want everyone to remember me as authentic person, not fake! Not just words, I want to really love with all my heart and not just pretend that I am doing what I am supposed to be doing. I don't want to regret even one minute spent on laziness or idleness. We really convince ourselves of the lies! All in the name of anger and hurt- we hurt others!!!!!!!!!!!! We are so selfish as human beings! Our pride stinks in the nostrils of God! God help us.